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[ The synchrony between them is strong enough not only to bath them in a soft glow of blue and purple, but for Lan Xichen to feel the shape of Wanyin's emotions, to feel his love and hope - exactly as he knows that Wanyin can likely feel the echo of Lan Xichen's own love and devotion, his fierce belief in Wanyin.

He is most certainly going to remember the way his comment about the Jiang motto made Wanyin scoff. Another thing to add to his list, for when he is of the mind to spend some more time showering his betrothed with the things that Lan Xichen believes about him that it seems few people ever told him. ]

A Jiang heir and a Lan heir, with as many siblings for them as possible. We can raise them together, and perhaps we can allow them to choose which sect they will become a disciple in when they are old enough.

[ He finds he likes the idea - a large family raised by both him and Wanyin. They have already started to twine their lives and their routines together here, after all, and he has no doubt that they can deepen it even further, and let their children choose which techniques and disciplines suit them when they are of an age to do so. ]

Our circumstances may make it so that we cannot simply have sex as often as possible to conceive, but we will find a way.

[ They both know that family goes deeper than blood relations, after all. ]

[He shivers a little at the feeling of Lan Xichen's belief in him. It's humbling and overwhelming as it washes through him and he can't help but capture his betrothed's lips again. As many children as possible. Letting them choose which sect to be a disciple with. Red creeps along his neck - no they cannot conceive the usual way. But, as they both have learned...well, lessons from his own father and from Lan Wangji, family isn't always blood.]

Somehow, I don't think that will stop you from trying.

[It's a soft tease. The day's stressors having been eased by bathing in this incredible feeling of being loved so wholly and completely by the man before him.]

[ There's another contented sigh as Wanyin steals a kiss again, knowing that it's an agreement with what Lan Xichen wants - that Wanyin wants it, too, that once again, they are in agreement about their mutual desires.

He huffs out a little laugh against Wanyin's lips at that tease, soft and pleased and just - happy. To have Wanyin like this, flushed red and relaxed in his lap, teasing him softly, when earlier this evening he knows his betrothed had intended on carrying the weight of his doubts in himself alone -

It is almost overwhelming, that they have this. That they are able to be this for each other, and Lan Xichen feels emotion lodge in his chest again at just how grateful he is that Wanyin has allowed him in like this.

He kisses him again, the curve of his smile obvious through it. ]

No, it will not. [ There's a pause as he considers leaving it there, but then he lets himself keep going, lets himself tease a little more in return. ] Would my beloved enjoy that? Shall I take you again and again in my attempts?

[He kisses him back. The red keeps creeping along his neck and he swears it's ridiculous how Lan Xichen gets him so easily flustered like this]

Ridiculous.

[Instead of refuting or agreeing, he kisses him again]

[ There's another soft laugh when Wanyin calls his teasing ridiculous, and he doesn't even try to hide the feelings of happiness that keep bubbling up, stronger even than the glow of their synchrony.

He hums softly when Wanyin kisses him again, kissing him back for a long moment before he drags his lips down over his jaw. ]

I love you. [ It's a rough murmur against his skin, as he nuzzles into Wanyin's flushed neck. ] I love you more than I ever thought I would allow myself - with you I am happier than I ever imagined I could be. I never want to be parted from you.

[His breath catches when his betrothed declares his love. It steals his breath every time that he has this incredible love from someone he never expected. Jiang Cheng feels his breath grow heavy and shivers go through him at the cool lips along his neck.]

Huan-ge...

[They should...they should focus on the subject matter at hand. He swallows, feeling his throat click and move along Lan Xichen's lips]

I want to be with you for all of our days. However long that will be. And I want...I want us to have a family. With many children.

[ He gives a contented hum at the way Wanyin shivers under his touch, how he starts to pant a little. His lips trail over to the line of his throat, just so he can feel his throat working as he swallows. ]

My heart.

[ His self control has become almost nonexistent around Wanyin, it seems - he always wants him, no matter how recently they have been intimate. He would be mildly concerned it is an effect of their frequent synchrony, like how they have started to be able to feel each other's emotions when they are connected like this, but - no, he knows it is just him, and Wanyin.

Lan Xichen had always had the capacity to want this badly, with the right person. And now he has found him. ]

I want that, too. We will find a way to make it happen, to raise our children as a family. I do not believe there is anything we cannot accomplish, if we are together.

[He gives a soft snort]

You say that I live up to the Jiang motto when you, my Huan-ge, seem to happily believe in the impossible.

[He tilts Lan Xichen's face up toward him again and kisses him slowly, savoring the taste of the other man's lips.]

I believe it...when you say that we'll be able to have a family, I believe it.

When it's you. [ He easily tips his head up where Wanyin directs it, eyes slipping shut as he kisses him back.

Only when it's Wanyin does he find it so easy to believe in the impossible, does he find himself having faith that they can have everything they want.

He swallows when Wanyin says that he believes it, that he believes they'll be able to have a family, and he rests his forehead against Wanyin's. ]

I thought being this happy was an impossibility. [ His voice is quiet murmur, lips gently brushing against Wanyin's in the softest of kisses. ] But look what you've done to me.

[Jiang Cheng swallows at how romantic and sweet his betrothed is. How lucky is he? He kisses Lan Xichen again to keep from saying such silly things out loud. When he parts, he leans to touch foreheads with Lan Xichen]

And what you've done to me.

[It's less toward Lan Xichen, more toward himself in wonder.]

I have only seen what has always been there, and loved you exactly as you are.

[ His eyes slide shut as their foreheads rest together, one hand tangling in the hair at the nape of Wanyin's neck so he can stroke absently through it. ]

I cannot undo the mistakes I have made, or the terrible things I helped do. But this - seeing you happy, knowing it is because of me, and that you will allow me to continue to try to make you happy?

[ He kisses him again, soft and achingly tender. ]

If I do nothing else good in this world or any other, for the rest of my life, it will be more than enough to see you smile.

[He kisses him back, tasting and comforting him in this lovers' kiss as he caresses and cradles his cheek. There are many crimes that Lan Xichen could say he was a part of, that he had a hand in indirectly or by turning a blind eye.]

Such a romantic, Huan-ge.

[It's a scoff but he has no malice or heat behind it. Jiang Cheng brushes his nose against his and enjoys this tender and sweet moment between them.]

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